Archive for June, 2008


I went to the dr. this afternoon. He upped one of my daily meds to see if that will help. I have to go back in two weeks for a check up. I had my bff go with me in case they decided to give me a shot again. My head was killing me but I wanted to try one of my pills first and it worked so I didn’t get the shot but I was glad she went with me anyway. I truly hope this works.

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Migraines SUCK!!!

I am finally fed up enough to call the dr. back about my migraines. I now take 2 different pills to prevent them and 1 for “if” I get one. Whatever I take the “if” pill way more than I should. I get to the point that it hurts so damn bad I take whatever I can get my hands on until it stops hurting. Not good I know but with 2 kids running around trying to kill each other I have no other choice. I’m at the point I don’t care what they have to do to make them stop they just have to make them stop!

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I can’t believe 12 years ago your daddy and I were about to become parents. You took your time coming into the world but man has the time gone by fast. You were one of the best babies I have ever been around. Never crying, waking only once at night from the beginning. It seems you are getting ready to pay us back for that. 😉 I know you are growing up and going to test the waters but remember we only want the best for you. So keep your head held high and know we are proud of you. Oh and no matter what you will always be my little boy! Love you!!

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puppy dogs

She ended up having 7, 4 boys and 3 girls. We have lost 2 boys today tho. 😦 Poor momma dog.

Ladybug came into heat today!! I guess I should be ready for things when I type them out. 😉



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no I am not having more babies. The dog did. She has 3 girls and 3 boys, not sure if she’s done. I got to watch one being born… WOW! How amazing that was.

I am getting excited about Ladybug having babies now. She’s 7 months old now so I have no idea when that will happen but still excited knowing it won’t be much longer. Weenier dogs are the cutest damn things!! Of course Beagles come in second. 😉

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Today was the first time I was able to wear a bra all day long since I fried. It was so bad that it only took 9 days to heal. I did learn to spray down with sunscreen after spraying the kids down tho.

Tuesday was a long day.

Yesterday we had a nice time. My cousin and her 3 girls came to visit at the pool. I haven’t seen them since right before Christmas. They are coming back in 2 weeks. I can’t wait.

Ds and I decided to just do a swimming party. It’s just to freakin hot to do anything else.

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It doesn’t seem possible that a year is coming near. A lot has changed over the past year. Some good and some bad. I have tried to hold on to the good and let go of the bad. Sometimes that’s so much easier to say. I try to remember that she’s home and not in the hell she was once living. You know, her again. The beautiful, free spirit she was. The one that took no crap from anyone. The one who always had my back, no matter what! The person I looked up too, even if she never thought so. The one that raised me to be who I am.

I am still trying to let go of the night she died. The night I wasn’t there. The last time I held her hand after the call came. The things I can never say again. Never knowing what she was thinking those last few months. Could she hear me? Did she understand my words? Did I say all I needed to say for those years of happiness, sadness, pain, and joy I caused? Did she hear my I love yous and the I’m sorrys? Was the end really peaceful like a prayed it would be?

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meanest momma around

or so ds thinks. I have had it up to HERE with the nitpicking. When he is bored he picks at his sister till I hear her scream!!! So today I decided when I hear her scream he gets to do a chore. So far he’s pushed mowed the dogs part of the backyard. He’s walked to get the mail. Think it stopped after that… NO! He’s now mowing the rest of the backyard. Once the front dries out from dumping water from the little pool he will get that too. So if that makes me mean then so be it. 😉 Just wondering how long the chores will go on?!

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Ideas needed

As you know ds will be turning 12 in 18 days. We are thinking about doing a boy/girl party. What kind of things can we do for this? What kind of invitations do you use? Any themes come to mind? What time would be best? Ok thanks in advance for helping a momma out. I will be waiting on pins and needles. 🙂

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