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proud… i think

something happened last Friday afternoon with my step dad. Long story short he blew up over something so small that I haven’t been able to get over it. I don’t understand how a 48 year old man can blow up on a 12 year old and then turn around and blow up at me over something. I always feel as though I walk on eggshells with him and for a matter of fact my mom also. My normal reaction would have been to call and kiss @ss… well that ain’t going happen this time. I am going to keep myself from being an @ss kisser. Why do I always have to be the “grown up” with them? For once can’t I be the kid with them?! Hell the last 20 years I have been the grown one but not this time.

Praying for Emma

Go to her family’s blog to learn more. http://www.cornishadoptionjourney.blogspot.com/

Sunday

I seem to be getting better. Still having headaches every day just not as bad. I got my lab results back and my vit. D is super low, so I get to take a pill for that now. My cholesterol is a bit high, so are my triglycerides… oops!

I am getting sad that school is coming so fast. I’m not ready yet. 14 more days.

The kids and I went to the pool today. Trying to start living better, I swam with them the whole time we were there. When the weathers not so darn hot and humid I am going to start walking again. My mil and I had started walking 2 miles before the heat came. I just wish I would stop craving Rolos already.

I also need to sell 3 female Beagle puppies before I go insane. They are the cutest things ever but us having 9 dogs they need homes fast. When they are gone we will still have 6 dogs, yes I said 6 dogs, no I am not crazy (yet). 😉 I must run and make some flyer’s.

Thanks Facebook

Facebook solved my problem. Now once he’s 13 (the age you are to be when joining) I will let him sign up. He didn’t sign himself up for the page. I think a few girls he knows did. Since facebook took care of the problem I will let it drop.

Dd and I went and got her school supplies today. She went with HSM for her lunchbox and backpack. In 19 days they go back. I go back to subbing this year too! Where did summer break go? I wish they still started school after Labor Day like when I was in school.

We picked up College Road Trip today. Very cute family movie. I can see dh being like that one day very soon. 😉 Well I need to sleep.

upset

Today I came across some info that I am not happy about. Someone has made a page for my ds on Facebook. Call me old fashion but dh and I don’t let the kids us the computer. If it is needed for school we help them with it. The Internet is just to scary for me to let them loose on. Hey it’s my job to keep them safe so call me what you want. 😉

Do any of your kids use Facebook? What age do you let them?

my thoughts

The more things I hear about Jamie Lynn Spears the more I have wanted to say this. I think it comes from me being a young mother also. Why can she not be left alone? Yes she’s 17, I was 18.

Yes she’s a role model, but aren’t we all? I for one have a younger step sister, a younger half sister, and many young female cousins who watched how I did things. Does that mean they followed in my footsteps? No, because their parents talked to them about life.

I’m not dissing Jamie Lynn for something that happens to young girls everyday. Yes I know many of them aren’t ready to raise a baby but, you know there are many older women who have babies that aren’t ready either. I for one didn’t plan to become a mom at 18 but it happened. Do I regret that it happened… NO!!! I’m betting she doesn’t either. How can you when you look at the beautiful baby you created.

I just wanted to say it’s time to more on and get over it already! So anyway I just needed to vent. Feel free to vent too.

doctor update

I have found a wonderful doctor. She sat and talked for 45 minutes, getting all of my history. She switched my preventive medicine. I am weining myself off the one I started a month ago. With all the changes I have had she ordered an MRI and a MRA plus an EEG. I need to call and get the physical therapy set up… not regular PT,this is with a hot pack, ultrasound, and deep tissue message. She thinks my daily headaches would get better if my neck wasn’t so tense. I also starting keeping a daily diary till I go back, I have to give my headaches a number of 1 to 5 or a 🙂 for no headaches. I am praying this works.